Sunday, December 30, 2018

Surround sound of love

weeds climb crumbling statues
broken pedestals in the dirt
naked faces
bits of clouds
fall into their shadows
sky is never hidden in sky
I am dreams and memories forgotten
yellow blossoms falling

what is the name of this life this light this wondrous warmth
pouring through me as me
there is no name that the wind calls itself


When you realize that you and love are made up
There is no distance



waterfalls echo in the canyon
blossoms tumble
sky falls through your reflection
tendrils of emptiness climb into the air
untie the horizon
as the heartbeat of time
loses its rhythm
the vowels fall out
of the hymn
the angels sing
I love you
it is your own voice
your own caress
your own eyes
lose themselves
in, as, and through your own beauty






Not even utter emptiness exists
I find only an Unfathomable blankness
Neither a looked at
Nor a looker
Yet
How truly bittersweetly sublime that I can only see a shimmering reflection of my own beauty through your beautiful eyes...
It is like the gates of heaven opening
Love unfurled
Deep kisses from within and without
The erasing of all imaginary sides
And this dance
Of you
Of me
Of we
Of echoes sliding through this very song
Falling in love




This feeling of seamlessness is like love
There is a longing to share it
As I am love’s longing to love

I have become the love I longed for



long moon night
dreams itself
gate of clouds opens
wings of feathered moonlight paint
a directionless kiss of echoes
words flow down the sidewalk
and pool in silent shadows
gathering color and light
to sail into the dream
and alight on soundless shores
singing the chorus of you and me and we
falling in love through your eyes
this wondrous fairy tale
this passion play of watercolor dreams
this ballet of light and shadow
of day and night
and all things
swoons through this mind stream
painting time into a love song
that sings itself with every word
just like this says my heart
as it explodes and implodes
into itself


walking along this thin stretch of beach
footless
starlight reveals all is treasure
clouds do not veil even the faintest of hearts
I see love shimmering everywhere
the empty waters
glowing


This longing is most beautiful
It is who we are



moon pours though wind
and trees
pools on the sidewalk
flowing echoes
dance

I am reflections
a water color thought dream
painted on a river
with water
light flows through light
rippling dreams
memories of love
and love lost
seamless
joy and sorrow merged
there is no one to feel them
no one dances
no one leads or follows
no one here
or there
no self
no other
no this
nor that
no things
nor non things
how can I catch what has no edges or center
nor any substance at all
and sail its reflection into your heart
when it is mine


wind blows rain
sunlit tears
there is no glass
in this window



petals of moon fall through sky
through the lace of trees
through their patterns on your face
through your lips
your tongue
your heart
drops
into an ocean without end
or beginning
always ending
this song of love
always beginning
the song of you
as you fall into fathomless depths
liquid space flows through you
as you
wind sighs its name-less song
here, love whispers, there
there is no place
there is no time
there are no edges
no lines
no verses to recite
or remember
you are this soaring dream of memory
of love falling through love



shadow birds rise up the canyon walls
and disappear
watching the hawk
swoop and swirl
and spiral higher and higher
until I can no longer see him
such amazing vastness
within
without
wind flows through sky
sky flows through sky
dances in the tree tops
mirroring on the shimmering stream
sky pours over my feet
I am sky light reflection
a silhouette of echoes
dancing in the canyon
without a name there is no sky
nor wind
nor me



We are everyone’s stories tattered and falling apart and re weaving themselves into this sumptuous dream... woven with love’s memories
This edgeless fluid light tapestry of I am blossoms into the thousand petaled flower of we are
Continually blooming and fading
Always beginning
Always ending
Never beginning
Never ending
Time paints a mirror and you fall through
Along with your reflection
And time itself

I don’t get how one can live as emptiness overflowing ....
But it does take getting used to... at first I would look at people as I do
Loving them soooooo deeply
And men would think I wanted them
Women would turn away
I hide it now



In India they go around saying all is god
Yet if all is god why do they need to cleanse their sins?

Once it’s realized that life does itself, that there are no things or non things
No self
No other
No personal volition
That no imaginary character is the instigator of her thoughts feelings actions or beliefs.... the idea of sin
Lol
Tears
Yet most feel that their existence is somehow wrong
That their thoughts and feelings and actions should be different
And they spend their entire lives trying to change themselves

How wondrous to know that no one is broken
That the world is not broken...
that it’s all sublimely beautiful




Inter related is as far as the intellect can go
Liquid space 
Liquid light 
Liquid colors 
Flowing 
Without movement or non movement 
Edgeless centerless seamless indivisible.... all words seem to divide what is not a what

No solids no space no reference points whatsoever
Feels like love 
But unlike all ideas we had of love before


Knowing there is no you or other 
Is the end of lines 
Yet we need imaginary lines to touch 
To love
How wondrous this imaginary worded world where love kisses itself through our eyes  our lips our smiles our tears

The empty moon inside your heart 
Cannot hold light 
Nor shadow 

Dusk flowers in the shadowland 
Wind beats on these tattered shutters 
Dark cannot hide your emptiness 
Nor your tears



No form 
No emptiness 
No colors 
Dancing 
Yet
Just this 
Form
And light 
And 
Emptiness
Dancing 

No you
Nor me
Nor love
Dancing 
Yet 
Just this 
You 
And me 
And 
Love 
Dancing



We are reflections 
Woven from afterimages of memory 
Translucent day dreams flowing through light 
Time slid into its own shadow 
Love weeps
Hearing it’s echo in your voice 



There is no eternal self 
There is no self 
Or time



cloud floating
mountains
distance collapses
never and forever collide
love blossoms
petals fall
walking through forests of echoes
eyes ablaze
wonder abounds

solids fall into space
space dissolves
liquid light streaming
suspended as nothingness
and loving light and shadow
and colors 
dancing
surround sound of love



Was it the sunrise or the sunset that shattered your heart into infinite pieces of mirrored sky?
Or was it your own love that stole your reflection and hid it in the rainbow mists circling the moon....
Late that night it fell into endless sea...
And capsized all ideas of up
And down 
Joy
And sorrow 
Love
And love lost 

Nothing was gained 
Nothing was lost 
There were no sides to your reflection 
Nor middle...

There was nothing to remember 
Nothing to forget 
This liquid love dance 
Was all and everything 
And nothing at all

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