Sunday, January 19, 2020

Love letters in the wind

echos of wind
swirl leftover leaves
winter trees
sing

poems bloom and wilt
golden petals
love letters in the wind

sky flowers
fall
into sky

inside outside your heart has no song
but the song that sings it

inside outside love has no words
it is all words

inside outside
there is no distance
no river to cross
nor mirror to break into infinite reflections
love blooms into love
falls into love
with
love



pale moon
song of dawn
flowering

dry cheeks
forever wet with tears

leftover darkness
blooms
fades
wind gathers petals of moonlight
on the garden path
scattering reflected light
in my eyes

I am echoes of moonlight
breathing


sound of midnight
flowers 
blooming

moonlight floods and washes away 
acres of sky
of sea
of earth
your empty heart...

echoes
not sung
nor heard
dissolve
this wake-less dream
shimmers
in its own reflection

no eyes to be empty
no heart to be full
no love to be found
or lost...

no one to walk the empty beaches
or watch the moonlight shimmer
just so

come hold my hand
and we will walk together
and admire the sumptuous of unknowing
this sensuous lostness of endless sea falling 
falling
falling
into sky
as we soar into 
and through each other
in this lover's dream




Isn't it amazing how the dream paints itself… 
Light… and dark… and colors… and shapes… and movement seem to appear…. 
The dream dreams itself…
And when it sings itself seemingly through these lips…
The songs appear to ricochet across the Grand Canyon of love
And although it is only echoes of echoes of echoes blooming
It paints people listening
And hearts yearning
To feel the love they seem to think is coming from a you
But there are never really echoes
Or a source
Or love

Yet love is the only word that seems to come close
Tender and fierce
Sublimely melancholy
This impossible emptiness and fullness and unutterable beauty of love
Beyond any ideas of love
Beyond any ideas of beyond
And including all ideas
Ideas are ideas
Illusion is illusion
We are this illusion
This lover’s dance
Light swooning through light
Space falling through space
Edgeless ocean of love
Pouring through itself
Without movement 
Or non movement
Without time
Or timelessness
There are no things
Nor non things
Yet the ocean of love
Sings itself
Just like this




darkness melts into dawn
sky flowers weep
ideas of rain
drown in morning showers

a sensuous lostness paints the dream of unknowing with a caress of unutterable softness...



this elegant melancholy 
escaping tales of sorrow and joy
and love...

words
have no weight
or substance
I was a love letter written
by no one
to no one
I slid off the pages of my life
and into a vast unknowing
where no things can be found
...there is no one looking

exquisite fluted filigree unravels 
tattered wings
soar as light
as space
as 
nothing at all


Phantom clouds are burned away in the heat of this wild love 
Mirrored threads of rainbow light leave
trails of echoes sailing through run away skies 


Wing-ed transparency of liquid love
Slides into its own luminescence
Tears a translucent highway to your heart...
You can feel our hearts bleed together 
Yet they were never apart... 

Sun melts all shadows
Love melts all fires
Even it’s own...

Words weave a dimensionless fabric into light and color and shapes
And stories of lovers and beloveds
They seem to create stars in the cosmos 
That dance and sparkle in our eyes....

But there are no eyes without words
Nor words without words 
We are magnificent holograms
Appearing and dissolving
Into each other’s limitless love 


how could clouds bloom today
without yesterday's skies?

we are a bouquet of memory
petals 
falling
into their own shadows
blossoming
on the sidewalk

windy night 
windy day
wind 
soars
into a memory of wind

clouds form
and dissolve into this very song
these words breathe clouds
and wind
into a dance
of color blooming
and wilting 
and you
and me
and love



twilight lingers
silent wind
slowly 
slowly
last leaf falls
no movement 
nor stillness
in this very breath
from within
from without
from everywhere 
from nowhere

no hand to hold the wind
no ground to hold the leaves
no heart to hold this love
no singer of rainbows
bleeding
color
into these very words

ocean of love has no words
yet swallows them all
light
has no source
nor the dark that seems to erase it

time lost her footsteps
love lost her partner
the very ground collapsed
the horizon shattered
as sea fell into sky

and who was it that wandered the empty beaches
looking for a perfect lover
and found only empty shells
the rush of waves
and twilight
breathing


I look in the mirror and it’s like nothing is there 
Edgeless seamless
Three D wallpaper



without memory there is no one to behold 
the water Lilly blooming
or the day wilting into evening song

ocean's surface is painted by memories
rippling
spreading into waves
and tides
and moonlight's scintillating gaze on empty shores...

words are ripples creating movement and stillness
filling in this wonder land dream scape
with us dancing
madly in love
pouring heart songs through our fingertips
that can never touch
and lips
that can never kiss

just this very singing
echoes of echoes
waves of this worded world
coalesce
crash and dissolve empty beaches
evaporate sound and silence
and the hush in-between 

what is it that no longer believes the songs?
the dream of night and day does not collapse
there is no one in this empty room
no walls or ceiling nor floor
no space 
nor emptiness
nor lovers
nor love

memory sings still
crash of thunder
lightening strikes the sea
there is no time nor distance
between you and me
we are echoes of a lover's song
sung by no one
sung by everyone
sung by these very words
rippling in a sea of dreams



water bird skims the surface of the sea
her wake
a flowing horizon
of shimmering
that cannot be found
or lost

ocean of love has no boundaries
no sandy or rocky shore to which you can escape
no bottom where you can rest
no surface where you can look around
and search for somewhere else to be

love flows into itself
water flows through water
light and color and patterns seem to form
as they dissolve into the flowing
that is not moving
or still
nor both
nor neither

you can hear the song of ocean
it is the waves
the wind
the waterbird's cry
it is your breath
your blood flowing
your heart aching
for love

ocean song is a dream of love
love is a beautiful dream
love sings itself
and we are its song


horizon collapses in the weight of twilight
moonlight shimmers on equatorial sands
tides remove the night
breath paints the day

all is reflected light
there is no source 
to this love that sings itself
this daydream no different from the slumber of stars

first bird
welcomes the morning
night has flown without time
or movement
since I awoke
I have been listening to the day sleep
to the rhythm of cricket song

sound and silence are simply reflections
that have no source 
light and dark are echoes
that have no sound
words paint a canyon
through which a river flows
without movement or stillness
to this ocean of love
that has no beaches
or rocky shores
nor surface
nor depths
no way to enter
or leave

you can hear the canyon sing
it is your heart that cries out
your echo scatters in the mountains
and reverberates in the ocean depths
lost and lost again in the wonderment of sky
it is your tears that drown your shadow
that was dancing with itself
and found nothing in the middle
as the sides disappeared

life appears magically
you can hear love sing itself
you are a dream of starlight
dancing






this love story writes itself
paints itself with sliding colors
sings itself to a tune of unknowing
wordlessly mouthing every word
like a kiss of rainbows swooning
into the love of color itself

and I am the love of love
the taste of taste
that can never taste itself
yet through your lips
your heart
our eyes meet
and I am forever lost in your unspeakable beauty

our stories are woven into a water color tapestry
bleeding into the wetness of wetness 
tears 
blooming 
and fading
every thread merely trails of words
love letters penned by no one
folding and unfolding until the creases rip...
consonants and vowels shred
the very words they uttered

breath of love cannot be held
your heart has no envelope
no openings to be sealed
no container to break
I was the longing to explode
and the fear of losing it all
not knowing there was nothing to rupture
or anyone 
or anything
who could ever hold
or lose 
this love

love holds itself
it is the embrace without edges
or center
love dreams itself
every song
a lover's breath
dissolving into itself



echoes bathe in echoes 
sweep and suck of waves
gentle wings arching 
and receding
feathered sunset
percolates into wet sands
rush and calm of empty beaches
on a shoreless sea

rhythm of memory 
sings a backbeat of time
of sound and silence
of seabirds alighting on smooth grey boulders
and piles of forgotten shells
 
swirls of purply foam
unravel the days's footsteps
as the horizon loses itself
in darkness

words paint light
and color
and you 
and me
into this intoxicating dance
which leaves me breathless
astounded
by your beauty
your tears
your smile

this intimacy
cannot be severed
as we are not tied to one another
we are each other
in this dance
of one
of two
of many 
of none




shadow bird slides across the cliffs
carries the sweep of sunset on her wings
glides into liquid mirrored sea
spilling color into color
light into light
reflections into reflections
echoes into echoes into echoes

sound of flowers at dusk
hovers in the breath of evening song
exhaling through your chest
your mouth
your lips that call forth the wind

memory holds night
separate from day
words paint lines between us
separate orange from red
and green from blue
wind from calm
sound from silence

is there a hush beyond words?
there is neither sound nor silence
nor movement nor stillness
nor fullness nor emptiness
what is it that you seek?

it is the breath of moon sailing through your shadow
as you dance with your echo on the fiery cliffs
it is the love you have longed for
and the longing for it
it is not a knowing
it is not an it
it cannot be kissed with words
yet every word sings it

love dreams herself
she sings your name
in the waves
you are the song of ocean
an abandoned shell
rolling in the tides
softened with the wetness
of a million tears

a kite captured in the high cliffs
tattered paper streaming
colors dancing
a billion prayers left unanswered
love letters in the wind










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