Tattered remnants of words not sung
Of voices unheard
Of hearts unwound
Rivulets of sparkling
Rivers of tears flowing
Sea of dreams reflecting
Your beautiful face
Your melancholy eyes
You have been waiting for your own return
When you never left
Or arrived at this placeless place
That sings your name
Out there out here
Seamless vastness has no edges
Nor center
You know of this stillness that consumes even the darkest night
Yet you cannot grasp it
You cannot hide from it
It is closer than close
Nearer than your heartbeat
Or your deepest feelings
Or these tears that seemed to wash away the rainbow
Leaving empty sky
you are a beautiful piece of sky
And love as well
Listen to sky fall into sky
Watch space flow into space
A robin song tells you the story
The melody cannot be traced
There is no beginning or end
Or outside to this fabulous wonderland
Of joy and sorrow and deep deep despair
And wonder
reflections dance through the tapestry of shadows
Bejeweled echoes reverberate
There is no source to your reflection
Nor are there any pieces of sky
waiting at the edge of sky
your heart an empty glass
words sweep the vastness into mirrored wings
reflecting your hunger to fly
you have always been naked
featherless
skinless
alone
vast as day
empty as night
falling into a feathered glance
you spy your own reflection
kissing sky
intimate silence of the first robin song
in the hovering dawn
the prelude was empty
I heard it in your eyes
these words lose their skin
I feel what I cannot touch
you feel what I cannot sing
this song-less morning
sings me
waiting for starlight
to hover on the grass
to lay down the day
and weep
as you sink into the poem
your reflection disappears
words unwind your tattered footsteps
you lose your feet in sky
and forget your dissolving
in this breath are words
waiting
fragrance of forgotten days
slow waltz of the seasons
lushness beyond measure
this dream of life
morning is painted by thought
memory shapes your face
photographs hung on a time line
billowing skirts in the wind
changing shape they can be recognized
in their dancing
what never moves
what never stays still
hovering on the window sill
creeping in through the back door
dancing on the threshold
this love that beckons
and promises you
nothing at all
I see through these very words that paint me
dandelion sun
grasses dancing
light pours into my heart
its weight crescendos
waves crashing
silence singing
yellow finches
call and answer
they have no word for singing
morning echoes
through these letters
these very words
I watch my substance flower
and recede
with each tap of the keys
my fingertips tingle
my heart sings
oceans vastness
cannot be held
in my pocket
there are no secrets
no god
nor beauty
nor love
silence is heard
whispering its song
through the meadows
through the skies
through these unowned hearts
through this love
She held the vowels in her mouth
So she could taste the fullness of sky
Words exploded from her empty breast
Casting ripples across shoreless seas
Falling into their own reflections
Sinking into fathomless depths
Where sky lay waiting
To be kissed once again with words
So she could taste the fullness of sky
Words exploded from her empty breast
Casting ripples across shoreless seas
Falling into their own reflections
Sinking into fathomless depths
Where sky lay waiting
To be kissed once again with words
acres of light pour overtones of galaxies unheard unseen yet felt deeply
into this nameless sea of shimmering reflections
words basting in a loss of meaning
swirling in this glass
I see my refection on the rim
drinking
the sound of shadows
dancing
memories unwind
singing
the sound of love drinking itself
through these lips
that have no face
it is everyone's song
everyone's love
everyone's face
weeping
absolute stillness does not hide
within these words
it is these words
that slide into the depths of your being
and remind you that you have not forgotten
or remembered
the hush of beauty
it feels mostly like nothing at all...
swooning into and through echoes of reflections of colors and sounds and deep reverberations of a sensuousness lostness that has poured through me and left a song of breathless wonder
of wind and light and love dancing through me as me
feeling deeply this feeling that has no name, not joy nor sorrow nor awe, but mostly like a love that includes everything, this knowing feeling that there are no things and no one to love them... yet loving every particle of color that endlessly blooms and wilts like the most wondrous tender flower, a gazillion petals caressing me from the inside and out...
walking through a flowing carpet of light and shadow... and fluted lyrical melodies blooming and dissolving endlessly, without beginning or cause...
in-between the in-between of a hush a pause that extends infinitely without time or direction... a water color river neither moving nor still... an edgeless liquidity of home... a center less embrace of sublime emptiness
and a song of infinite vibration painting the sky and sea and mountains and early morning robin song echoing down this heartbreakingly wondrous grand canyon of love
love bursts the skin of space
unravels your footprints
erases your path
unties the knots, the strings, the shiny bow
reveals the box to be empty
the prize was never hidden
in your guts
it was never concealed
under your skin
or in your heart
but evisceration was needed
for you to see that
it was never lost inside these words
or found as these words unraveled
your very nakedness
tore off its clothes
as you merged with your own undoing
no one wears love
or holds it
you cannot dance with it
or feel it deeply
you are this love
that holds you
you are this dance
there is no other
love bleeds into these pages
these words
that no one wrote
that no one sings
that echo in this empty box
as our hearts reverberate
in this love song
echoes dance on the terrace of winds
hover in your heart
breath of life
breath of death
more intimate than this song
that sings you
nearer than the wind
caressing your face
or these tears
the breeze cannot dry
closer than sadness
piercing your heart
the knowing that love
was never yours to give or take
that life
this precious gem
was never yours
spinning a magicians tale
the center a mirage
reflections shimmering on the sea of dreams
waves of light and dark pierce the night
echoes of loves demise
after the rains
the hush
When someone says I love you
You’re beautiful
I find nothing here
Just a sublime edgeless emptiness
Yet when I look at them
I see a majestic radiant beautiful shimmering gem, and I bask in that love and light and catch a glimpse of my own faceless face.
I exist only in that touchless touch
I love only in that touchless touch
We are love and beauty itself
In that touchless touch
I love you
You’re beautiful
I weep whilst alone
I am always alone
Yet I am never lonely as this edgeless love
sky is full of rain
and sun
diamonds falling
I am full of sky
stripped of their flowers
stalks bowing
heavy green leaves
yellow petals on the sidewalk
empty jewels reflect
echoes of songs
painting the day
prisms of leaf shadows falling
I glide through this tapestry of light
as it soars through me
what is not intimate
when life articulates itself
out of its broken-ness
light hides beneath the night
heavy with dew
and silence
the weight of darkness
impenetrable
through the eyes of these words
we see the morning sleeping
Space is not between the words it is within them
How big how wide how deep the color red
Flowing blossoming wilting
Where is love
beauty is not hidden...
nor love...
they shine through your eyes and I fall...
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