Thursday, August 23, 2018

Empty Sky


Tattered remnants of words not sung 
Of voices unheard 
Of hearts unwound 
Rivulets of sparkling 
Rivers of tears flowing 
Sea of dreams reflecting 
Your beautiful face 
Your melancholy eyes 
You have been waiting for your own return 
When you never left 
Or arrived at this placeless place 
That sings your name 
Out there out here 
Seamless vastness has no edges 
Nor center 
You know of this stillness that consumes even the darkest night 
Yet you cannot grasp it 
You cannot hide from it 
It is closer than close 
Nearer than your heartbeat 
Or your deepest feelings 
Or these tears that seemed to wash away the rainbow 
Leaving empty sky 

you are a beautiful piece of sky 
And love as well 
Listen to sky fall into sky 
Watch space flow into space 
A robin song tells you the story 
The melody cannot be traced 
There is no beginning or end 
Or outside to this fabulous wonderland 
Of joy and sorrow and deep deep despair 
And wonder 

reflections dance through the tapestry of shadows 
Bejeweled echoes reverberate 
There is no source to your reflection 
Nor are there any pieces of sky 



waiting at the edge of sky 
your heart an empty glass
words sweep the vastness into mirrored wings 
reflecting your hunger to fly 

you have always been naked 
featherless 
skinless 
alone 
vast as day
empty as night
falling into a feathered glance 
you spy your own reflection 
kissing sky



intimate silence of the first robin song
in the hovering dawn
the prelude was empty 
I heard it in your eyes 

these words lose their skin
I feel what I cannot touch 
you feel what I cannot sing 
this song-less morning 
sings me




waiting for starlight 
to hover on the grass
to lay down the day
and weep



as you sink into the poem
your reflection disappears 
words unwind your tattered footsteps 
you lose your feet in sky
and forget your dissolving 
in this breath are words
waiting



fragrance of forgotten days
slow waltz of the seasons 
lushness beyond measure
this dream of life 
morning is painted by thought 
memory shapes your face
photographs hung on a time line 
billowing skirts in the wind 
changing shape they can be recognized 
in their dancing 
what never moves 
what never stays still
hovering on the window sill
creeping in through the back door 
dancing on the threshold 
this love that beckons 
and promises you 
nothing at all



I see through these very words that paint me



dandelion sun 
grasses dancing
light pours into my heart
its weight crescendos 
waves crashing 
silence singing 

yellow finches 
call and answer 
they have no word for singing 

morning echoes 
through these letters 
these very words
I watch my substance flower
and recede 
with each tap of the keys
my fingertips tingle
my heart sings
oceans vastness 
cannot be held 

in my pocket 
there are no secrets 
no god
nor beauty
nor love 

silence is heard
whispering its song
through the meadows
through the skies
through these unowned hearts
through this love





She held the vowels in her mouth
So she could taste the fullness of sky
Words exploded from her empty breast
Casting ripples across shoreless seas
Falling into their own reflections
Sinking into fathomless depths
Where sky lay waiting
To be kissed once again with words

acres of light pour overtones of galaxies unheard unseen yet felt deeply
into this nameless sea of shimmering reflections 
words basting in a loss of meaning
swirling in this glass 
I see my refection on the rim
drinking 

the sound of shadows 
dancing 
memories unwind
singing 

the sound of love drinking itself 
through these lips 
that have no face 
it is everyone's song 
everyone's love 
everyone's face 
weeping 

absolute stillness does not hide
within these words 
it is these words 
that slide into the depths of your being
and remind you that you have not forgotten 
or remembered 
the hush of beauty




it feels mostly like nothing at all... 
swooning into and through echoes of reflections of colors and sounds and deep reverberations of a sensuousness lostness that has poured through me and left a song of breathless wonder

of wind and light and love dancing through me as me  

feeling deeply this feeling that has no name, not joy nor sorrow nor awe, but mostly like a love that includes everything, this knowing feeling that there are no things and no one to love them... yet loving every particle of color that endlessly blooms and wilts like the most wondrous tender flower, a gazillion petals caressing me from the inside and out... 

walking through a flowing carpet of light and shadow... and fluted lyrical melodies blooming and dissolving endlessly, without beginning or cause... 

in-between the in-between of a hush a pause that extends infinitely without time or direction... a water color river neither moving nor still... an edgeless liquidity of home... a center less embrace of sublime emptiness 

and a song of infinite vibration painting the sky and sea and mountains and early morning robin song echoing down this heartbreakingly wondrous grand canyon of love


love bursts the skin of space 
unravels your footprints 
erases your path
unties the knots, the strings, the shiny bow
reveals the box to be empty

the prize was never hidden
in your guts
it was never concealed 
under your skin
or in your heart 
but evisceration was needed 
for you to see that
it was never lost inside these words 
or found as these words unraveled

your very nakedness 
tore off its clothes
as you merged with your own undoing

no one wears love
or holds it
you cannot dance with it
or feel it deeply
you are this love 
that holds you
you are this dance
there is no other

love bleeds into these pages
these words
that no one wrote
that no one sings
that echo in this empty box
as our hearts reverberate
in this love song



echoes dance on the terrace of winds
hover in your heart 
breath of life
breath of death
more intimate than this song
that sings you
nearer than the wind
caressing your face
or these tears 
the breeze cannot dry 

closer than sadness
piercing your heart
the knowing that love
was never yours to give or take 
that life 
this precious gem
was never yours 

spinning a magicians tale
the center a mirage 
reflections shimmering on the sea of dreams
waves of light and dark pierce the night 
echoes of loves demise 
after the rains 
the hush


When someone says I love you 
You’re beautiful 
I find nothing here 
Just a sublime edgeless emptiness 
Yet when I look at them 
I see a majestic radiant beautiful shimmering gem, and I bask in that love and light and catch a glimpse of my own faceless face.  

I exist only in that touchless touch 
I love only in that touchless touch 
We are love and beauty itself 
In that touchless touch

I love you 
You’re beautiful
I weep whilst alone 
I am always alone 
Yet I am never lonely as this edgeless love



sky is full of rain
and sun
diamonds falling 
I am full of sky 

stripped of their flowers
stalks bowing 
heavy green leaves 
yellow petals on the sidewalk 

empty jewels reflect
echoes of songs
painting the day 

prisms of leaf shadows falling
I glide through this tapestry of light 
as it soars through me
what is not intimate 
when life articulates itself
out of its broken-ness


light hides beneath the night 
heavy with dew
and silence 
the weight of darkness 
impenetrable 
through the eyes of these words
we see the morning sleeping



Space is not between the words it is within them
How big how wide how deep the color red
Flowing blossoming wilting 
Where is love


beauty is not hidden... 
nor love... 
they shine through your eyes and I fall...



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