The beauty the beauty the beauty

Colors cannot dance without the echo of your voice

The sea has no song of its own

It has no movement without your breath

You are the dancing of your beautiful reflection

No petals can hold your colors

Blooming and fading 

No feathers can keep

Your magnificent iridescence 

No waters can stop

These tears from flowing 

This dream of dreaming 

Reflection of moon shimmers 

On the waters that cannot hold 

Your story 

Painting itself 

With these words

With these tears

With these very thoughts

That you tried so hard to stop

I am the loving of you 

I do not exist outside of your lovelight

morning hangs from threads of moonlight

I rise with sweet ascending notes of a bird I have never seen

her song paints my echo on the canyon walls

words fold light into light

capsizing the night time dream

of tattered moons

deep blues and greens

dissolve into fire of day

searing wonder into my breast

watching my footsteps erase themselves

while my feet seem to dance

hollow parentheses flow into and through rippling space

holding nothing memory flows

river of song washes through me

melodies no one sung

erupt into whirlpools

I slide down the rainbow's edge

my colors bleed into edgeless light

flowing arabesque of wind in wind

lace of sky through shimmering leaves

traceries of forgotten shadows 

bending sweeping breathing

chasing my footfalls down empty streets

I am the dance of shine and shade

I am the song of winds

silence presses my lips together

into this perfect kiss

of wind and light and shadow

soaring through me

as me

love tattooed my name on the water

with my own blood

and tears

my name was forgotten in the beauty

of countless rivers rushing into endless seas

hanging boughs of infinite flowers blossomed

and fell

softly softly 

and kissed their reflection

as I fell through mine

wet into wetness

light into light

beauty into beauty

love into love

was all there ever was

there is nothing here

there is nothing there

there is no here nor there

no place to land

nor anyone falling

not even the wind dancing

nor silence singing

no blossoms or sky 

falling

through me

searching for love

created a gap

between me and it

and the incision hurt like hell

I fell through

fathomless depths 

reflecting endless sky

not even nothing could be found

light and wind and space flow through me

as I am the wind

caressing my softness

I am a light ballet

spiraling through myself 

I am the mirror of love's echo

Stars fell from above

And below

Pierced my eyes

Fell through my heart 

Eviscerating all ideas of love 

I was ship wrecked by the dawn 

Washed away by the song of no tomorrow 

Blossoming tides of super saturated light 

Reflections flowing on endless seas 

Suspended as nothingness in unfathomable depths of unknowing 

Bathed in infinite edgelessness...

Breathing underwater 

I heard my heart song calling

I flew up through light 

Light swooning through me

And reappeared on the surface 

Yet still sea and sky and wind flow through me 

I am the Shimmering dance 

Of wind and light and tears 

A ballet of love 

And nothing at all 

sky painted my reflection with sky

looking for love I fell up

drowning in my empty eyes

river of song shimmered in the canyon

singing my name

all names

nothing more or less than wind

in wind

echoes flow through vast unknowing

reverberations of love's demise 

endless parenthesis extend infinitely 

without movement or direction

space falls through space

and kisses my eyes

softer than a thousand petals

illuminated from within

and without

a light ballet pirouettes

in light

transparent without measure

or time

this is my love song

to you

the sky broke into a million pieces of blue

I watched the sharpness of my broken heart scatter reflections of yesterdays across the vast desert ocean... pictures sinking, like all dreams do, into the sea of forgotten songs... 

paintings of imaginary tomorrows where the dream of love resided shimmered on the waves and sank into cold fathomless depths ...it was my heart bleeding into everywhere

and no where

rivulets of song stream through me 

the roundness of vowels breaths me into a kiss of one of two of many of none

a light ballet weaving itself into showers of shine and shadow pours through me 

I am transparent light dancing with itself

there is not even nothing here until I see my reflection in your eyes

and I weep

and I weep

and I weep

at the beauty

the beauty 

the beauty